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hunter (18,088 posts) Thu Jan 9, 2014, 11:57 PM
Secrets are haunting my dreams and nightmares again.
How did I do this to myself?
I'm tired.
mopinko (40,278 posts) Fri Jan 10, 2014, 12:28 AM
1. you must not be sleeping well.
do you snore? maybe there is something that could be helped. ever had a sleep test?
i hate those haunting dreams. sometimes they grip me all day. but they cant hurt you. you are ok.
take care. call your doc.
^^^the hypochondrial primitive, Skippy's pal in Chicago; she's pissed off at franksolich, although I have no idea why.
intaglio (6,208 posts) Fri Jan 10, 2014, 03:38 AM
2. It happens, thing build
If the secrets are real ones you have been concealing from yourself and those close to you then I hope you have someone non-judgmental to whom you can start talking. If you have no person who understands your illness and will not judge then you might try Post Secret - though I have no idea how effective that would be.
If the secrets are imagined ones, then you might try examining what your mind thinks those secrets might be and writing them down.
In either event a self help group might help - if you were over here (GB) I'd suggest seeking help from local Health services but I suspect you are in the US and help of that nature would be very dependent on your financial circumstances. If you are covered then at least the ACA means that you cannot be refused further coverage because of a "pre-existing condition"
siligut (11,819 posts) Fri Jan 10, 2014, 11:56 AM
3. The way you state it is poetic
But since you say 'nightmares', I have to imagine that these secrets are ones you are trying to keep from yourself/conscious mind. Sleep is a time when the different parts of your mind can communicate and it sounds to me like there is something you need to know.
<<<had a really strange dream the other night; I dreamed I was sentenced to be hung.
Before I go any further, I must point out that I no more hear in my dreams than I do in real life; it's all reading of body language. And sometimes I read body language wholly wrongly.
I wasn't sure why the judge sentenced me to be hung, but I accepted it with equanimity. To make it even more odd, I was then released, after my promise to show up to be hung a few days hence.
I spent the next few days going about settling my affairs and making my peace with God, and showed up at the courthouse at what I assumed was the appointed time. There were cops, including dutch508, all over the place, but none of them seemed particularly interested in me.
I stood under the gallows, waiting for the longest time. All these other people running around, but not a one of them paying the least attention to me. I shrugged my shoulders, and walked away without hindrance.
<<<wonders what that dream meant.