subway cat hates her life

[franksolich]

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=276x10522

Oh my.

Some things never change.

undergroundpanther  (1000+ posts)        Sun Jun-06-10 12:22 AM
#04 TOP PRIMITIVE OF 2009; THE SUBWAY CAT
Original message

I hate my life.

I feel an unnamed dread that never resolves..I feel so broken,detached,like alive but dead.My network of freinds has dwindled.I have nowhere to go,no reason to stay either,I just exist.The stress is tearing me apart.The bills.I had to get Jon out,and things are so tight financially I dunno what to do.My existance is so pointless I feel no joy in doing anything,I even forget to eat.I got this kidney issue but no one has said boo to me about it..I can't remember stuff I just feel anxiety. My counselor is too busy with so much to take time to help.As for my therapist I'm still with the old one because my counselor hasen't followed up yet.For the past 2 appointments with her I have woke up sick,really sick,physically. Maybe there is no help that anyone could do maybe my brain is fried from the past and there is no way to repair the damage.I live in a black iron cage.Nothing matters anymore.

after which a stupid poem, but it's written by someone else, not the subway cat

Control-Z  (1000+ posts)        Sat Jun-19-10 04:42 PM
Response to Original message
 
6. I've read a lot of your posts over the years, mostly in GD or on the greatest page. And though I don't often respond, I relate to just about everything you say. I've often thought that you may be one of the few people in this world who might actually understand how I feel.

I try to keep it to myself - look upbeat for my kids, but I can't begin to count the number of times I mutter under my breath how much I hate my life.

I also wonder if too much damage has been done for me to ever recover. My future ex has called me damaged goods. Though I guess it may be true, it hurts like hell to hear.

undergroundpanther  (1000+ posts)        Mon Jun-21-10 11:00 PM
#04 TOP PRIMITIVE OF 2009; THE SUBWAY CAT
Response to Reply #6

10. control z

thanks for the kind thoughts,and yeah i feel damaged too,but i know it isn't all my fault that i am who i am and that bothers certain asshole types. I'm' not an abuser, my integrity is intact,so in some sense i think i am undamaged in spite of the damage done. However knowing this has not made my life easier or the pain hurt less.

[DumbAss Tanker]

It's mutual.  Life hates the subway cat.

[Ralph Wiggum]

It's mutual.  Life hates the subway cat.

[Karin]

I was mildly surprised to see her little post to BanTehGOP yesterday.  I had thought she, uh, "left" us. 

[SSG Snuggle Bunny]

What a coincidence.

I too hate its life.

[franksolich]

What a coincidence.

I too hate its life.

One wonders why she had to "kick out" the love of her life.

I've been away for a bit; I have some catching up to do, and will probably find the whole sordid story.

[AllosaursRus]

One wonders why she had to "kick out" the love of her life.

I've been away for a bit; I have some catching up to do, and will probably find the whole sordid story.

Well when ya do, let me in on it as this is the first I've heard of it. I thought they were well on their way to "Cat Tales"!

[BlueStateSaint]

If the subway cat hates its life, it should end said life.

End of rant.

[USA4ME]

Hates life ... check.
Physical issue ... check.
Blame therapist ... check.
Nothing matters anymore ... check.
Sympathy from other(s) ... check.
Not my fault ... check.

The lives of primitives are like checking off those little boxes on the side of the Starbuck's coffee cups.

.

[dutch508]

I was mildly surprised to see her little post to BanTehGOP yesterday.  I had thought she, uh, "left" us. 

(rubber room)

[DumbAss Tanker]

(rubber room)

Ah yes - the 'Believable' kind of DU bouncy!

[HACKSAW]

If the subway cat hates its life, it should end said life.

End of rant.

Just a quick question... If the Subway Cat tries to shuffle off this mortal coil, does he/she/it have to do it 9 times?

just askin.

[franksolich]

Just a quick question... If the Subway Cat tries to shuffle off this mortal coil, does he/she/it have to do it 9 times?

just askin.

You know, sir, that's a very good question.

[Carl]

A counselor and therapist paid for by the public and have been for years yet it doesn`t get any better and now whines how life sucks.

You are a waste of money and compassion that has been extorted from the people,you need to be forgotten and like the animal you want to be either you manage to survive or you don`t.

Break a law trying and be thrown away or locked up where you belong,the public will still be paying for your worthless existence but at least we won`t have to hear you whine about it.

[BlueStateSaint]

Just a quick question... If the Subway Cat tries to shuffle off this mortal coil, does he/she/it have to do it 9 times?

just askin.

Yes.

[AprilRazz]

One wonders why she had to "kick out" the love of her life.

I've been away for a bit; I have some catching up to do, and will probably find the whole sordid story.

It probably wanted it to get a job or something horrible like that.

[miskie]

Just a quick question... If the Subway Cat tries to shuffle off this mortal coil, does he/she/it have to do it 9 times?

just askin.

Well, she could let nature do it for her - currently the Boston suburbs are paralyzed by fear because of coyotes. Not your average ones -- ones that have bread with feral dogs and wolves making them 50 to 75 pound coyotes. The liberals want to live with them, instead of hunting them, so now the coyotes are snatching people's pets -- especially kitties-- even though small dog breeds are also at risk. If its an honor to have your cat eaten by an eagle, I'm sure its at least an honorable mention to have your friendly neighborhood subway cat eaten by a coyote..

[AllosaursRus]

You know, sir, that's a very good question.

she only "thinks" she's a cat. I fear she will get a very rude "awakening" the first time!

Er........that might be the wrong word to use. heh!

[Chris_]

Use the damn space bar.

[AllosaursRus]

Use the damn space bar.

Why, can't you follow the dots?

[Chris_]

Why, can't you follow the dots?

It's,the,spaces,missing,between,the,commas,that,are,bugging,me... so,please,don't,judge,me.... maybe,I,will,start,a,thread,about,big,scary,long,words...

[PatriotGame]

Use the damn space bar.

She (It) is feral, give her a break. 

[franksolich]

Use the damn space bar.

Actually, Sigmund Freud would analyze that as the subway cat subconsciously betraying her contempt for the other primitives.

It's not really sloppiness or ignorance, but contempt, this crummy typing.

"I don't care what it looks like; they're all pigs anyway."

Someone who has respect for his audience takes care to present his ideas and observations in a neat, aesthetic manner.  (I'm not talking about spelling or grammar here, but "presentation.")

Of course, one has to be careful; Pedro Picasso, for example, does okay with "presentation," even though he does misspell a lot of words--but that doesn't mean he respects his audience, it only betrays that he was once in the print-advertising business.

But in the case of the subway cat, it's obviously her contempt for her fellow primitives.

[Tantal]

One wonders why she had to "kick out" the love of her life.

I think this might answer your question

[youtube=425,350]qXLxM0u1aJw[/youtube]

[AprilRazz]

I think this might answer your question

[youtube=425,350]qXLxM0u1aJw[/youtube]

I need some mind bleach now. I just pictured it running around with a rat in it's teeth.