Tue Aug 6, 2013, 03:30 AM
Star Member Taverner (54,258 posts)
I fell off the wagon
Again
Today
I am drunk right now
Or at least not sober
Why can't I control this shit?
Why am I a slave to this shit?
Surrounded by 6 bars around my workplace.
That's no excuse.
Any number of you here could walk past a beer bar and not bat an eye.
But not me.
Why am I so ****ed up?
I need to attend a "meeting" for once
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Taverner (54,258 posts)
2. Thing is, I want the oblivion
And that is not good
Why am I so ****ed up?
Taverner (54,258 posts)
2. Thing is, I want the oblivion
And that is not good
Taverner (54,258 posts)
4.I literally wasted 15 minutes thinking about it
And in the end, I succumbed
Not to denigrate any alcoholics or addicts on this board, but how can you count being on "the wagon" when it was just being sober while the DUmbasssleptwas passed out?
FIFY, bro... :II:
It's like a poem.
FIFY, bro... :II:
SHHH!!! :rulez:
If CalPig is lurking and hears you, she'll try to top it. :runaway:
Not to denigrate any alcoholics or addicts on this board, but how can you count being on "the wagon" when it was just being sober while the DUmbass slept?
It's sad that someone with such a promising future in the music field succumbs to the devil's brew. I suspect Bush or the Kochs had something to do with this.
I have subdued to Kochs too after too much brew but never Bush :rimshot:
DUchebag Tav is not using between 8-10 hours every single day!
SHHH!!! :rulez:
If CalPig is lurking and hears you, she'll try to top it. :runaway:
SHHH!!! :rulez:
If CalPig is lurking and hears you, she'll try to top it. :runaway:
I have subdued to Kochs too after too much brew but never Bush :rimshot:
Tue Aug 6, 2013, 03:30 AM
Star Member Taverner (54,258 posts)
I fell off the wagon
Again
Today
I am drunk right now
Or at least not sober
Why can't I control this shit?
Why am I a slave to this shit?
And when Gina is bad she is very, very bad.
H-5
Hey Tavs. We're laughing at your failure of a life. You gonna do anything about it?
I feel for him. I'm a recovering alcoholic who has been sober for a little over 7 years. It's hard to put down the bottle after years of depending on it. I spent 25 years trying to quit.
It's not about will power... it's about God having enough mercy to free someone from their addiction.
I'm going on 4 years sober, in October. It's also about us wanting God to free us from their addiction.
Taverner Mon Aug 5, 2013, 11:30 PM(54,258 posts)
I fell off the wagon
Again
Today
I am drunk right now
Or at least not sober
Why can't I control this shit?
Why am I a slave to this shit?
Surrounded by 6 bars around my workplace.
What workplace? I thought he was kicked to the curb months ago . .
I have subdued to Kochs too after too much brew but never Bush :rimshot:
It's not about will power... it's about God having enough mercy to free someone from their addiction.
It's also about us wanting God to free us from their addiction.
And cultivating the humility to approach God, asking for help and forgiveness.
(And with God's grace, I'll be 8 years sober in a few weeks).
PTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! [blink blink...]
Um.... buy you a drink, dear?
I don't know how to read that first word.
Is it the sound an aching seed makes?
Poor Taverner.
Perhaps a couple long rails of crystal meth and a big fat tarball of heroin will help him get over it.
Paging Dr. Barksdale Dr. Heisenberg Dr. Stanfield!
PTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! [blink blink...]
Um.... buy you a drink, dear?
I quit drinking 8/2007. Sorry :tongue: I'm a good girl now. :shucks: