http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=105x9255183laylah Donating Member (1000+ posts) Click to send private message to this author Click to view this author's profile Click to add this author to your buddy list Click to add this author to your Ignore list Sun Feb-14-10 02:45 PM
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Feeling so sad...
this is my 26th wedding anniversary. We became legally separated in September 2002 because I had a bi-polar/menopausal moment. It sucks when you cannot correct mistakes.
She sounds like another discarded and rejected loser.
demtenjeep Donating Member (1000+ posts) Click to send private message to this author Click to add this author to your buddy list Click to add this author to your Ignore list Donate to DU! Sun Feb-14-10 02:47 PM
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1. I am sorry
Maybe it is not too late. Can you re-create the magic?
laylah Donating Member (1000+ posts) Click to send private message to this author Click to view this author's profile Click to add this author to your buddy list Click to add this author to your Ignore list Sun Feb-14-10 02:49 PM
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2. What a sweetheart you are...
he never wanted me in the first place. We had kids...you know the rest of the story. I miss him A LOT but will get over it, as I have been striving to do for 8 years.
Don't want to paint him in a bad picture...he was from NYC, me from a cornfield in IL...MAJOR culture shock.
After 8 years, you're still pining over a DUmmy! She must really be a moonbat if a moonbat from NYC turns her out.
Urban Prairie Donating Member (462 posts) Click to send private message to this author Click to view this author's profile Click to add this author to your buddy list Click to add this author to your Ignore list Donate to DU! Sun Feb-14-10 03:27 PM
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13. I have gone through similar with my wife many times!!
Edited on Sun Feb-14-10 03:55 PM by Urban Prairie
I sense that she is bipolar and when she goes into her PMS stage, her rage multiplies until she becomes sheer hell to live with. I have left to go to stay @ my mother's home several times over the past ten years that we have been married, during the worst episodes until she calms down. There is nothing that I can say or do to help her. She recently half-heartedly tried to commit suicide by downing 25 or so of my remaining amoxicillin Rx as she is allergic to penicillin. I would not have known what she did if she hadn't thrown the empty bottle at me. I had to call 911 and have them take her to the hospital. She has been unemployed for most of the past four years, has no health insurance, and became addicted to roxicodone early last summer. If she put even half the effort to find a job that she has in procuring her monthly Rx and supplementing it with what she can get from her gfs, she would have been employed long ago, IMO.
I am disabled (since '06) and all of my income goes to supporting us. I know that this is going to end badly someday, perhaps sooner rather than later, but at this time I feel powerless to prevent it. The next time that she loses it, she might not be permitted to return from the hospital, that is, if she survives. She also is a binge-drinking alcoholic and heavy smoker.
I have considered separation and divorcing her, but I cannot bring myself to abandon her b/c of her addictions. Most of the time she is stable and normal, but has unpredictable mood swings even when it isn't "that time of the month". I wish that we could afford professional help for her, but that time has come and gone awhile ago.
I don't know the details of the episode that caused your separation from your husband, nor do I know if it was severe enough to be justified on his part, but apparently once was enough for him, He should have perhaps realized that you needed help,and not a cold shoulder.
She wanted to kill herself, but not use anything that would kill her
laylah didn't get her needs met, so she started this:
http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=105x9256483laylah Donating Member (1000+ posts) Click to send private message to this author Click to view this author's profile Click to add this author to your buddy list Click to add this author to your Ignore list Mon Feb-15-10 11:59 AM
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How I feel...trying to get over it;
however, these are my current feelings.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8zoN7w2nVw
laylah Donating Member (1000+ posts) Click to send private message to this author Click to view this author's profile Click to add this author to your buddy list Click to add this author to your Ignore list Mon Feb-15-10 12:06 PM
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1. So where is all the touted
Lounge love? 
Nothing like a Me, Me, Me thread. She states that she is bi-polar. does this make her an attention whore on two levels of existence?
