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WV_Biker (83 posts) Sat Jan-23-10 08:13 AMOriginal message Introduction / Vent I'm not a very good writer so bear with me. I am a single male 49 years old. I have depression/bipolar II disorder. I have been seeing a woman on and off for the last 13 years. She is an alcoholic. I love this woman dearly. She claims to love me. Between her alcoholism and my bipolar crap we fight a lot. When I'm with her all I want is away from her and when I'm away from her she is all I think about. lol She also has a 17 year old son and I love him as if he were my own.We haven't been getting along very well these last few days. She believes that there is no such thing as being bipolar and I should just quit my meds. There is a part of me that thinks maybe I should quit my meds. I believe I am bipolar, but I seem to have gotten worse instead of better since I've been taking meds. I have been to numerous doctors and been on all kinds of meds and truthfully I think I would have been better off if I had just “rode it out†and never went to a doctor in the first place.We had a pretty big blow out last night. I think this one may have been our Armageddon so to speak. I know that ultimately I will be better off with out her. I don't know if I want to pursue a relationship with anybody else or not. If I find someone else sooner or later “The Demon†will surface and they will be gone. I'm normally a calm mellow guy till “The Demon†comes out. Then I'm like Satan himself. Which is why I always end up back with her. I don't know what the point of my post is. I guess I just needed to vent.
This one is going to end up in prison someday. IMO
Has anyone found the jobs forum yet?
Surely you jest, sir.Of course not.
The jobs forum there would be like a marijuana forum here. It would stay empty.