I had to get to bed real early yesterday because I was planning on being being up at 4am for my road trip today. Sun doesn't set here till around 9 and I have a real hard time going to sleep when it's sunny, so I took some NyQuil to help knock me out. Bad idea...
I had this really vivid dream. In a nut shell, this was about 10 years in the future, and I had found out that an ex-girlfriend had a child of mine. 17 years I didn't know about this, and everyone (friends and family) where involved in keeping me from knowing about it. It was a really "traumatizing" thing to learn that I had missed out on 17 years of my childs life, and it was even worse cause my family was responsible for it.
Now, the whole thing really makes no sense, nothing like this would ever happen, but the emotions that I felt in the dream have kinda been "sticking" with me all day long. It's been driving me nuts because I feel like I've had this hole in me all day and it won't go away, even though I know it's over a figment of my imagination.
I always seem to have this really vivid emotional dreams whenever I assist myself to sleep with the big ****ing Q. I think I'm just gonna stop doing that from now on.