Did you lose a child (hugs)? I don't want to bring up difficult memories for you if you rather not talk about it. ![Sad :(](https://conservativecave.com/home/Smileys/default/sad.gif)
I did. It's not painful to talk about. I probably could be accused of talking about it too much. Andy died in February of 2005. He was 7. In 1999 when he was 20 months he was diagnosed with kidney cancer. They removed his kidney, gave him radiation and chemotherapy. It all went like clockwork. He had very few side effects from treatment and the cancer never returned. He had a very happy, healthy 5 years, from 2000 to 2005.
In 2005, he had what appeared to be a stomach virus. Less than 24 hours after saying "hey mom I don't feel so good", he had a seizure and died. The caused of death was a strangled small intestine, caused by scar tissue, that resulted from the surgery that he had in 1999. It is not at all unusual for these children to have bowel obstructions, but apparently it is rare for them to be fatal so suddenly and so quickly.
Andy's site, check out the 'Andy memories' to get an idea of his little quirks.Tim was 2 and 1/2 when Andy died. I'm sure that Andy's death and the impact on our family exaggerated Tim's symptoms of autism. Tim stopped talking altogether, which led to his evaluation and diagnosis. I think the exaggeration of symptoms led to a bit of an over diagnosis.
The over diagnosis worked in our favor. First it made me stop and realize that I still had two children (I have a 14 yo boy, too) that needed me very much. It made me realize that I had to focus on them and accept that there was nothing more I could do for Andy. The diagnosis also got Tim 23 hours of one on one ABA therapy in our home for 18 months, which is why we are where are now.
A happy, albeit quirky little six year old in a typical kindergarten class.
Interestingly, Andy may have also been on the spectrum. He had the same repetitive, sort of stimmy behavior that Tim has. They used to hop back and forth together
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That's one reason I didn't think it was unusual when Tim did it. Andy also totally missed social cues, some times he was inappropriately affectionate. He figured everyone loved him and everyone was his best friend, until they proved they weren't. You had to work hard to get Andy to not love you.
It's really cool that you have found a school that works for your child. I read about so many parent's fighting with the public schools to get them to make even the simplest accommodations. It's one reason, I think that if the state is going to be in the business of funding every child's education, they should use vouchers and allow parents to choose the best educational situation for their child. It would also require the schools to be more competitive.
Tim goes to a private Catholic school. It's the same school his older brothers went to/go to. They don't do official IEP's but they really listen to the parents and treat the children as individuals. It's a small school, so they know the children.