I have a secret...

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I'm a closet psycho:

sicksicksick_N_tired (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:10 PM
Original message
I have a secret.
 Advertisements [?]I am a liberal/progressive (e.g. CARE ABOUT PEOPLE AND SEEK SOLUTIONS ADVANCING ALL HUMANITY).

That's not my secret.

Here is my secret: for once in my life, instead of attempting to reach out to certain, very specific people, I would be happy to spend some time in jail after punching them right in the smacker!!!!

It's not funny!!! Okay, it SEEMS funny except,...I am allowing those people to control me rather than me being in control of myself.

If I run across Limbaugh or Coulter, Cheney or Rove, ANY FOX network whore,...I can NOT guarantee self-control. I am a strong person. However, IF I ever ran across any of those people, the satisfaction of punching them, just once, may well serve every frustration I've suffered for the rest of my life.

Is that bad? I'm sorry. I remember the playground bullies and THEY NEVER STOPPED UNTIL THEY WERE STOPPED! *frown* Seriously! This one girl (OMG, YES,...her name was Sue Ella) harassed and thumped on me until the day I fought back. She was three times my size (LITERALLY). Apparently, I impacted her enough for her to be my buddy later on (best friends for awhile).

I DID NOT WANT TO FIGHT,...I had to!!! I have mass as a human being (physically, emotionally and spiritually). I want to use it; all of it!

Texas Explorer  (1000+ posts)       Fri Sep-19-08 09:12 PM
Response to Original message
1. I know what you mean. I'll stand with you. n/t

Oregonian  (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:17 PM
Response to Original message
5. You know, I'll admit ...
 I'm 40-something mom of two kids. I'm in pretty good shape thanks to regular workouts, and my biceps are starting to get a little definition, but I look fairly harmless. I've never hit anyone in my life, except my sister when we were kids (and that was mostly hair-pulling). But ... In the past several years of living through Bushco., I can't even describe the scenarios that have been flowing through my mind regarding people like Cheney, Bush, Limbaugh, O'Reilly, Hannity, Hume, Beck (Glenn, that is, not the talented musician), Coulter, Palin, McCain, Savage, Dobson, Robertson, etc. etc. etc. I can't describe the scenarios, because it would get me banned from DU, and I can't have that.

sicksicksick_N_tired (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:47 PM
Response to Reply #5
8. *smile* I shared a dream with my son about actually thumping on these people.
 I told him how it woke me up, with my chest VISIBLY pounding.

He knows how I abhor all forms of violence and said, "I'm sorry" (trying to comfort my discomfort).

I told him how weird it was; the experience of asserting protection against people hurting me or those I love along with the aftermath of hurting them back.

I felt no regret defending myself or loved others against attackers; but felt bad for what the offenders suffered in the process (and, in my dreams, they SUFFERED, mightily).

Well, I am tired of the oppression in all forms. In my dreams, I get to be courageous and valiant and a true hero. In real life, I get to be a member of the powerless class until more people, a mass, decide to overcome.

 

Aeval  (40 posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:43 PM
Response to Original message
7. I too have feelings of anger that almost feel too intense for words alone.
 Shouting at the news does not seem to be cutting it for me. I want to take physical action! When I see Palin on televising or on my computer screen, I make a clawing motion, or ping her in the forehead. (Yes, it does look as ridiculous as it sounds.) I really need to find a way to release this anger, physically. And like you, I honestly cannot say that should one of these reprehensible creatures cross my path, I would be able to "use my words" and not take a swipe or two. Hard to admit that, since I have been pretty dedicated to teaching nonviolent communication, compassion and empathy to my students. 
 

Is there a country wide shortage of psychotropic drugs or something because they have been UNHINGED over there today. 




 

[franksolich]

Oh my.

It's not what I thought it would be, based upon the title.

I was expecting to see the lonestarnut telling us she has another secret, one that once public, is going to break John McCain.

[GOBUCKS]

For most of these people, it isn't really a secret.

Oregonian  (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:17 PM
Response to Original message
5. You know, I'll admit ...
 I'm 40-something mom of two kids. I'm in pretty good shape thanks to regular workouts, and my biceps are starting to get a little definition, but I look fairly harmless. I've never hit anyone in my life, except my sister when we were kids (and that was mostly hair-pulling). But ... In the past several years of living through Bushco., I can't even describe the scenarios that have been flowing through my mind regarding people like Cheney, Bush, Limbaugh, O'Reilly, Hannity, Hume, Beck (Glenn, that is, not the talented musician), Coulter, Palin, McCain, Savage, Dobson, Robertson, etc. etc. etc. I can't describe the scenarios, because it would get me banned from DU, and I can't have that.

Rove. You forgot Karl Rove!
How about Oliver North? Like him?
Megyn Kelly? (Mmmm Megyn Kelly) Laura Ingraham?
Mark Levin? What about Newt? Do you like Newt?
We are talking physical violence here, so I don't think DUmmy Oregonian should be able to get away with "etc". How can any one of us be confident that we'll escape DUmmy Oregonian's wrath? Hell, "etc" could mean you, or me, or Ron Paul....well, not Ron Paul, but you know what I mean.

Actually, I would pay for a ticket to see DUmmy Oregonian take a swing at Megyn Kelly.
She would be on her Pacific Northwest ass so quick her head would swim.

[Duke Nukum]

Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;

--T. S. Elliot

[Odin's Hand]

sicksicksick_N_tired (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:10 PM
Original message
I have a secret.
I am a liberal/progressive (e.g. CARE ABOUT PEOPLE AND SEEK SOLUTIONS ADVANCING ALL HUMANITY).

That's not my secret.

Here is my secret: for once in my life, instead of attempting to reach out to certain, very specific people, I would be happy to spend some time in jail after punching them right in the smacker!!!!

It's not funny!!! Okay, it SEEMS funny except,...I am allowing those people to control me rather than me being in control of myself.

If I run across Limbaugh or Coulter, Cheney or Rove, ANY FOX network whore,...I can NOT guarantee self-control. I am a strong person. However, IF I ever ran across any of those people, the satisfaction of punching them, just once, may well serve every frustration I've suffered for the rest of my life.

Paging Agent Mike...

[jukin]

I fully expect the psychotic breaks to get worse and worse as not only the WH but the congress slip toward Republican control.

My prediction is that Reid is going to regret dissin Lieberman come 2009.

[MrsSmith]

I don't abhor violence.  It has it's place.  However, I have never met any kind of DUmmy that I'd just have to hit.  I've never hated even bullies enough to fantasize about hitting one for no reason.  It's a good thing the DUmp belongs to the party of peace, compassion and non-violence.   

[jinxmchue]

I don't abhor violence.  It has it's place.  However, I have never met any kind of DUmmy that I'd just have to hit.  I've never hated even bullies enough to fantasize about hitting one for no reason.  It's a good thing the DUmp belongs to the party of peace, compassion and non-violence.   

Ditto.  I've felt - and fought - the desire to want to inflict violence upon those who attack helpless, innocent and defenseless people, but I've never felt that desire when it comes to politics.  The DUmp monkeys are a scary bunch.  At what point do their fantasies about fisticuffs become fantasies of armed conflicts?  And at what point does it all become reality?

[Vagabond]

Hey Lurking DUmmies!

Please pay attention to what I am about to say.  Please take it back to your little board.

In real life, if you hit someone, they hit back.  

You have some picture of you standing there satisfylingly rubbing your fist after you punch them while they scurry away calling the cops.  It doesn't happen like that.  You don't even know what that hit may look like.

Go ahead beat your imiganary little scarecrows down, though I admit to having no idea why that would help.

[Vagabond]

I don't abhor violence.  It has it's place.  However, I have never met any kind of DUmmy that I'd just have to hit.  I've never hated even bullies enough to fantasize about hitting one for no reason.  It's a good thing the DUmp belongs to the party of peace, compassion and non-violence.   

Ditto.  I've felt - and fought - the desire to want to inflict violence upon those who attack helpless, innocent and defenseless people, but I've never felt that desire when it comes to politics.  The DUmp monkeys are a scary bunch.  At what point do their fantasies about fisticuffs become fantasies of armed conflicts?  And at what point does it all become reality?

They already do.  They have some grand idea that they will lead some rabble to a mass victory.  They lack the discipline to be dangerous.  Unfortunately, that is most of what they lack.

[Carl]

I don't abhor violence.  It has it's place.  However, I have never met any kind of DUmmy that I'd just have to hit.  I've never hated even bullies enough to fantasize about hitting one for no reason.  It's a good thing the DUmp belongs to the party of peace, compassion and non-violence.   

Ditto.  I've felt - and fought - the desire to want to inflict violence upon those who attack helpless, innocent and defenseless people, but I've never felt that desire when it comes to politics.  The DUmp monkeys are a scary bunch.  At what point do their fantasies about fisticuffs become fantasies of armed conflicts?  And at what point does it all become reality?

They already do.  They have some grand idea that they will lead some rabble to a mass victory.  They lack the discipline to be dangerous.  Unfortunately, that is most of what they lack.

It fits in with their obsession with economic collapse and /or some sort of "Mad Max" apocalypse.
They hate religion and Christianity with a satanic fervency but have a deep messianic complex and view of themselves.
All part of their lunacy.

[dandi]

Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;

--T. S. Elliot

 

And a Hi 5. 

[BlueStateSaint]

I don't abhor violence.  It has it's place.  However, I have never met any kind of DUmmy that I'd just have to hit.  I've never hated even bullies enough to fantasize about hitting one for no reason.  It's a good thing the DUmp belongs to the party of peace, compassion and non-violence.   

Ditto.  I've felt - and fought - the desire to want to inflict violence upon those who attack helpless, innocent and defenseless people, but I've never felt that desire when it comes to politics.  The DUmp monkeys are a scary bunch.  At what point do their fantasies about fisticuffs become fantasies of armed conflicts?  And at what point does it all become reality?

They already do.  They have some grand idea that they will lead some rabble to a mass victory.  They lack the discipline to be dangerous.  Unfortunately, that is most of what they lack.

It fits in with their obsession with economic collapse and /or some sort of "Mad Max" apocalypse.
They hate religion and Christianity with a satanic fervency but have a deep messianic complex and view of themselves.
All part of their lunacy.

And, they will do this without weapons.

[Carl]

I don't abhor violence.  It has it's place.  However, I have never met any kind of DUmmy that I'd just have to hit.  I've never hated even bullies enough to fantasize about hitting one for no reason.  It's a good thing the DUmp belongs to the party of peace, compassion and non-violence.   

Ditto.  I've felt - and fought - the desire to want to inflict violence upon those who attack helpless, innocent and defenseless people, but I've never felt that desire when it comes to politics.  The DUmp monkeys are a scary bunch.  At what point do their fantasies about fisticuffs become fantasies of armed conflicts?  And at what point does it all become reality?

They already do.  They have some grand idea that they will lead some rabble to a mass victory.  They lack the discipline to be dangerous.  Unfortunately, that is most of what they lack.

It fits in with their obsession with economic collapse and /or some sort of "Mad Max" apocalypse.
They hate religion and Christianity with a satanic fervency but have a deep messianic complex and view of themselves.
All part of their lunacy.

And, they will do this without weapons.

But they speak "TRUTH TO POWER" whatever the hell that is supposed to mean.

[DumbAss Tanker]

sicksicksick_N_tired (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:10 PM
Original message
... I am a strong person.

No you're not, you're just another frickin' loon.

[USA4ME]

sicksicksick_N_tired
 
I have a secret.

Don't care about your secret, just wish you would wear some.



.

[Red October]

I'm all about compassion, understanding, and non-violent communication.  Until I meet someone I disagree with.  Then it's straight to the pistol-whipping.  And the political re-education camps.

Tough talk on the interwebz convinces me every time  

[BlueStateSaint]

I'm all about compassion, understanding, and non-violent communication.  Until I meet someone I disagree with.  Then it's straight to the pistol-whipping.  And the political re-education camps.

Tough talk on the interwebz convinces me every time  

Pistol-whipping?  Pistol-whipping?  That's all you do????

I at least whip 'em with an SKS.     Then, a-campin' they go!

[Bondai]

 

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I'm a closet psycho:

sicksicksick_N_tired (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:10 PM
Original message
I have a secret.
 Advertisements [?]I am a liberal/progressive (e.g. CARE ABOUT PEOPLE AND SEEK SOLUTIONS ADVANCING ALL HUMANITY).

That's not my secret.

Here is my secret: for once in my life, instead of attempting to reach out to certain, very specific people, I would be happy to spend some time in jail after punching them right in the smacker!!!!

It's not funny!!! Okay, it SEEMS funny except,...I am allowing those people to control me rather than me being in control of myself.

If I run across Limbaugh or Coulter, Cheney or Rove, ANY FOX network whore,...I can NOT guarantee self-control. I am a strong person. However, IF I ever ran across any of those people, the satisfaction of punching them, just once, may well serve every frustration I've suffered for the rest of my life.

Is that bad? I'm sorry. I remember the playground bullies and THEY NEVER STOPPED UNTIL THEY WERE STOPPED! *frown* Seriously! This one girl (OMG, YES,...her name was Sue Ella) harassed and thumped on me until the day I fought back. She was three times my size (LITERALLY). Apparently, I impacted her enough for her to be my buddy later on (best friends for awhile).

I DID NOT WANT TO FIGHT,...I had to!!! I have mass as a human being (physically, emotionally and spiritually). I want to use it; all of it!

Texas Explorer  (1000+ posts)       Fri Sep-19-08 09:12 PM
Response to Original message
1. I know what you mean. I'll stand with you. n/t

Oregonian  (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:17 PM
Response to Original message
5. You know, I'll admit ...
 I'm 40-something mom of two kids. I'm in pretty good shape thanks to regular workouts, and my biceps are starting to get a little definition, but I look fairly harmless. I've never hit anyone in my life, except my sister when we were kids (and that was mostly hair-pulling). But ... In the past several years of living through Bushco., I can't even describe the scenarios that have been flowing through my mind regarding people like Cheney, Bush, Limbaugh, O'Reilly, Hannity, Hume, Beck (Glenn, that is, not the talented musician), Coulter, Palin, McCain, Savage, Dobson, Robertson, etc. etc. etc. I can't describe the scenarios, because it would get me banned from DU, and I can't have that.

sicksicksick_N_tired (1000+ posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:47 PM
Response to Reply #5
8. *smile* I shared a dream with my son about actually thumping on these people.
 I told him how it woke me up, with my chest VISIBLY pounding.

He knows how I abhor all forms of violence and said, "I'm sorry" (trying to comfort my discomfort).

I told him how weird it was; the experience of asserting protection against people hurting me or those I love along with the aftermath of hurting them back.

I felt no regret defending myself or loved others against attackers; but felt bad for what the offenders suffered in the process (and, in my dreams, they SUFFERED, mightily).

Well, I am tired of the oppression in all forms. In my dreams, I get to be courageous and valiant and a true hero. In real life, I get to be a member of the powerless class until more people, a mass, decide to overcome.

 

Aeval  (40 posts)      Fri Sep-19-08 09:43 PM
Response to Original message
7. I too have feelings of anger that almost feel too intense for words alone.
 Shouting at the news does not seem to be cutting it for me. I want to take physical action! When I see Palin on televising or on my computer screen, I make a clawing motion, or ping her in the forehead. (Yes, it does look as ridiculous as it sounds.) I really need to find a way to release this anger, physically. And like you, I honestly cannot say that should one of these reprehensible creatures cross my path, I would be able to "use my words" and not take a swipe or two. Hard to admit that, since I have been pretty dedicated to teaching nonviolent communication, compassion and empathy to my students. 
 

Is there a country wide shortage of psychotropic drugs or something because they have been UNHINGED over there today.