It's quite an odd hobby you've have.
Log off the internet, and go out for a walk. You might feel better.
I cringe to think of WHAT/WHO you do for a hobby. That said, I hope you stick around and contribute something of substance to this forum. I'm not going to BS you because I have a feeling life has been one big bitchslap for you. If such were not the case, whether in truth or within the confines of your own imagination, you'd probably stop pining away for either a criminal or a communist as your next president.
Now, excuse me while I go walk the dogs. Believe it or not, none of us spend that much time thinking about any of you over at your special snowflake site. However, you do exert a sort of appalling fascination for some of us. How can people who believe they are so intelligent and so elevated above the masses yearning for guidance be so damn STUPID?