UPs cat dies, UP has meltdown

[VivisMom]

WOW. That is one angry...thing?

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undergroundpanther   (1000+ posts)            Thu Jul-24-08 03:36 PM
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My cat died today   
   
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He was not in pain,he had this for a very long time.but because his body functioned desppite it eeverytime he went for checkups he came out fine on his blood workups.but he had cancer all over him on the inside of him.
He went for an exploritory and as soon as the vet got in there she said she knew it was over,the vet advised me to just let him not re-awaken,so after she discribed what was going on,I agreed,to let him go..he is gone now.He went peacefully.

I hate life.I just hate it.It's so ****ing awful.It is a curse.Life is EVIL. Why,why Rustle? I want to kill and kill again and again the ****ing MONSTER that makes reality BE like this.And Random chance I can't deal with random chance right now because random chance has killed my sweet cat!!I HATE LIFE being TRAPPED in these ****ING horrible BODIES I HATE BODIES Why why do we have live in these horrible,vulnerable, sick,trapping weak ****ed up BODIES for.I HATE FLESH.

Why can't all the ****ing assholes die, all the sociopaths authoritarian control freasks,child molestors DIE ? or the abusive people,psychopaths and bullies, why can't THEY all be eaten alive by cancer instead of innocent sweet cats like Rustle. Why?

I HATE this world I HATE this JAIL.It's sickening.
I can't stand it.
I hope Rustle gets out of here and is NEVER ever Forced to live in another stinking vile torturous horrid flesh bag jail body again on this horrible evil planet of shit.

This world kills,abuses and destroys anything innocent sweet and wonderful.I hate this world for what it does.Some say it's senselessly impersonal yet to me it is very very personal.
And if there was a god I want to KILL it for the slow torture chamber it made.

That's a whole mess of crazy right there. I mean, I love my cat...but wow. Just...wow.

[Chris_]

The loss of a beloved pet can be a traumatic event, having experienced this myself, however, one must consider the relative sanity level that UP is starting from.....before this event.....

As rediculous as she/he/it is, for this event only, she/he/it has my condolences........and I'm fairly certain that her cat is now in a better place......

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[DumbAss Tanker]

I'm not gonna say anything mean about her, she/he has my sympathy.  From what UGP has shown us, I'm sure the cat was hugely important in her/his life and the passing cut very, very deeply.  Sincere condolences, UGP.   

[bijou]

Shame, I hope UP has real life friends she can lean on, this must have hurt her pretty badly.

[Rebel Yell]

I can't help but wonder if her and Rustle came fro the same litter.

I do hate that her pet died, though.

[Airwolf]

I hate it when someone loses a pet. they are like family. Sympathies to her on her loss.

[Red October]

I hate life.I just hate it.It's so ******* awful.It is a curse.Life is EVIL. Why,why Rustle? I want to kill and kill again and again the ******* MONSTER that makes reality BE like this.And Random chance I can't deal with random chance right now because random chance has killed my sweet cat!!I HATE LIFE being TRAPPED in these ******* horrible BODIES I HATE BODIES Why why do we have live in these horrible,vulnerable, sick,trapping weak ****ed up BODIES for.I HATE FLESH.

I understand having sympathy, but holy hell?  Look at this!  This person is scary.  People like this are the reason we have "Amber Alerts" and "Meagan's Law."  

[Red October]

I hate flesh?  I want to kill and kill again? 

If I said things like that because my dog died, what would everyone be saying? 

[Flame]

I feel bad for her that she lost a beloved pet, but seriously, she needs her meds worked on if this is her reaction.  She is not even CLOSE to a healthy mental state.

[Rebel]

What in the bloody hell is she babbling about? I read "My cat died", and couldn't discern anything else.

[CBUSMS]

[franksolich]

What in the bloody hell is she babbling about? I read "My cat died", and couldn't discern anything else.

I suspect Sigmund Freud would say the subway cat is more interested in venting, than she is about the late cat.

As with Pedro Picasso, she wants to put on a big show, and the demise of the pet was just as good a reason as any other to put on a big show.

Of course it's sad when a pet dies, but most people over the age of 12 years understand that pets die, and that as nothing can be done about it, one might as well accept, adapt, and move on.

[DixieBelle]

What in the bloody hell is she babbling about? I read "My cat died", and couldn't discern anything else.

She can't see straight because she's so angry. Life is unfair. We are imprisoned in "flesh bags". She wants to kill, maim or destroy something as an act of revenge. Wants to know why this innocent pet is dead and child molesters aren't.

[Chris_]

I hate life.I just hate it.It's so ****ing awful.It is a curse.Life is EVIL. Why,why Rustle? I want to kill and kill again and again the ****ing MONSTER that makes reality BE like this.And Random chance I can't deal with random chance right now because random chance has killed my sweet cat!!I HATE LIFE being TRAPPED in these ****ING horrible BODIES I HATE BODIES Why why do we have live in these horrible,vulnerable, sick,trapping weak ****ed up BODIES for.I HATE FLESH.

Why can't all the ****ing assholes die, all the sociopaths authoritarian control freasks,child molestors DIE ? or the abusive people,psychopaths and bullies, why can't THEY all be eaten alive by cancer instead of innocent sweet cats like Rustle. Why?

I HATE this world I HATE this JAIL.It's sickening.
I can't stand it.

Now, rest assured that I am no trained Psychologist (I don't even play one on TV), but based on what little on Psychology I have studied, and the considered opinions of relatives of mine who ARE trained Psychologists, this critter is a textbook case of a Sociopath - in addition to whatever other issues and imbalances he/she/it may be dealing with.  The passage that stands out to me from what I've read put forth the discription:

..."they will watch a human being die with no more remorse than one would experience swatting a mosquito, yet will cry like a baby if you told them their pet cat had died."

Somebody needs to take this one seriously, before we see a news story or six about her/him/it that doesn't have a happy ending.  All she's lacking is a triggering event to release her to realize everything she's written here.  And given how heavily her cat's death is weighing on her, she may not even be lacking the triggering event anymore.

Anybody know a judge or a healthcare professional in UP's vicinity, who can get her some help before she hurts herself or others?

[Rebel Yell]

I feel bad for her that she lost a beloved pet, but seriously, she needs her meds worked on if this is her reaction.  She is not even CLOSE to a healthy mental state.

She don't want to be in a healthy mental state.  This is how she gets attention.  Plus, if she wanted to be in a healthy mental state she'd stay away from the asylum at Skin's Island.

[Carl]

I won`t have any pets for that reason..they die all too soon.

While I can sympathize with her sadness and yes it is like a family member the violent sort of outlash is indicative of a disturbed person.

I hope for now she gets the support she needs to get her by this and to maybe help with everything else that is in her mind.

Even though this person has posted things worthy of derision I can`t help right now but hope that somehow she gets and accepts the help she needs.
Maybe this will be the time,she still is a person and life can be better for her.

[Rebel Yell]

I hate life.I just hate it.It's so ****ing awful.It is a curse.Life is EVIL. Why,why Rustle? I want to kill and kill again and again the ****ing MONSTER that makes reality BE like this.And Random chance I can't deal with random chance right now because random chance has killed my sweet cat!!I HATE LIFE being TRAPPED in these ****ING horrible BODIES I HATE BODIES Why why do we have live in these horrible,vulnerable, sick,trapping weak ****ed up BODIES for.I HATE FLESH.

Why can't all the ****ing assholes die, all the sociopaths authoritarian control freasks,child molestors DIE ? or the abusive people,psychopaths and bullies, why can't THEY all be eaten alive by cancer instead of innocent sweet cats like Rustle. Why?

I HATE this world I HATE this JAIL.It's sickening.
I can't stand it.

Now, rest assured that I am no trained Psychologist (I don't even play one on TV), but based on what little on Psychology I have studied, and the considered opinions of relatives of mine who ARE trained Psychologists, this critter is a textbook case of a Sociopath - in addition to whatever other issues and imbalances he/she/it may be dealing with.  The passage that stands out to me from what I've read put forth the discription:

..."they will watch a human being die with no more remorse than one would experience swatting a mosquito, yet will cry like a baby if you told them their pet cat had died."

Somebody needs to take this one seriously, before we see a news story or six about her/him/it that doesn't have a happy ending.  All she's lacking is a triggering event to release her to realize everything she's written here.  And given how heavily her cat's death is weighing on her, she may not even be lacking the triggering event anymore.

Anybody know a judge or a healthcare professional in UP's vicinity, who can get her some help before she hurts herself or others?

As long as she don't hurt others, who cares?  She would make the world a safer place.  Plus, she's full of shit.  It's all about attention.  Mommy didn't hold her enough, last pick at kickball, whatever.  Just pay her some attention and she'll be alright.

[Chris_]

I hate life.I just hate it.It's so ****ing awful.It is a curse.Life is EVIL. Why,why Rustle? I want to kill and kill again and again the ****ing MONSTER that makes reality BE like this.And Random chance I can't deal with random chance right now because random chance has killed my sweet cat!!I HATE LIFE being TRAPPED in these ****ING horrible BODIES I HATE BODIES Why why do we have live in these horrible,vulnerable, sick,trapping weak ****ed up BODIES for.I HATE FLESH.

Why can't all the ****ing assholes die, all the sociopaths authoritarian control freasks,child molestors DIE ? or the abusive people,psychopaths and bullies, why can't THEY all be eaten alive by cancer instead of innocent sweet cats like Rustle. Why?

I HATE this world I HATE this JAIL.It's sickening.
I can't stand it.

Now, rest assured that I am no trained Psychologist (I don't even play one on TV), but based on what little on Psychology I have studied, and the considered opinions of relatives of mine who ARE trained Psychologists, this critter is a textbook case of a Sociopath - in addition to whatever other issues and imbalances he/she/it may be dealing with.  The passage that stands out to me from what I've read put forth the discription:

..."they will watch a human being die with no more remorse than one would experience swatting a mosquito, yet will cry like a baby if you told them their pet cat had died."

Somebody needs to take this one seriously, before we see a news story or six about her/him/it that doesn't have a happy ending.  All she's lacking is a triggering event to release her to realize everything she's written here.  And given how heavily her cat's death is weighing on her, she may not even be lacking the triggering event anymore.

Anybody know a judge or a healthcare professional in UP's vicinity, who can get her some help before she hurts herself or others?

As long as she don't hurt others, who cares?  She would make the world a safer place.  Plus, she's full of shit.  It's all about attention.  Mommy didn't hold her enough, last pick at kickball, whatever.  Just pay her some attention and she'll be alright.

Yeah, but the problem is, as a Sociopath, she's much more inclined to hurt others.  Some of the rants/bouncies I've read from her before seem to reinforce this.  (Think back to the rant where she talks about poking her finger in the chest of somebody who badmouthed gays.)  She may well hurt herself - I seem to recall reading somewhere that she'd attempted suicide before - but when sociopaths self distruct, they tend to prefer taking others with 'em.

[Rebel Yell]

I hate life.I just hate it.It's so ****ing awful.It is a curse.Life is EVIL. Why,why Rustle? I want to kill and kill again and again the ****ing MONSTER that makes reality BE like this.And Random chance I can't deal with random chance right now because random chance has killed my sweet cat!!I HATE LIFE being TRAPPED in these ****ING horrible BODIES I HATE BODIES Why why do we have live in these horrible,vulnerable, sick,trapping weak ****ed up BODIES for.I HATE FLESH.

Why can't all the ****ing assholes die, all the sociopaths authoritarian control freasks,child molestors DIE ? or the abusive people,psychopaths and bullies, why can't THEY all be eaten alive by cancer instead of innocent sweet cats like Rustle. Why?

I HATE this world I HATE this JAIL.It's sickening.
I can't stand it.

Now, rest assured that I am no trained Psychologist (I don't even play one on TV), but based on what little on Psychology I have studied, and the considered opinions of relatives of mine who ARE trained Psychologists, this critter is a textbook case of a Sociopath - in addition to whatever other issues and imbalances he/she/it may be dealing with.  The passage that stands out to me from what I've read put forth the discription:

..."they will watch a human being die with no more remorse than one would experience swatting a mosquito, yet will cry like a baby if you told them their pet cat had died."

Somebody needs to take this one seriously, before we see a news story or six about her/him/it that doesn't have a happy ending.  All she's lacking is a triggering event to release her to realize everything she's written here.  And given how heavily her cat's death is weighing on her, she may not even be lacking the triggering event anymore.

Anybody know a judge or a healthcare professional in UP's vicinity, who can get her some help before she hurts herself or others?

As long as she don't hurt others, who cares?  She would make the world a safer place.  Plus, she's full of shit.  It's all about attention.  Mommy didn't hold her enough, last pick at kickball, whatever.  Just pay her some attention and she'll be alright.

Yeah, but the problem is, as a Sociopath, she's much more inclined to hurt others.  Some of the rants/bouncies I've read from her before seem to reinforce this.  (Think back to the rant where she talks about poking her finger in the chest of somebody who badmouthed gays.)  She may well hurt herself - I seem to recall reading somewhere that she'd attempted suicide before - but when sociopaths self distruct, they tend to prefer taking others with 'em.

I still think she's looking for attention from the "You go girl!" crowd.

[Red October]

I hate life.I just hate it.It's so ******* awful.It is a curse.Life is EVIL. Why,why Rustle? I want to kill and kill again and again the ******* MONSTER that makes reality BE like this.And Random chance I can't deal with random chance right now because random chance has killed my sweet cat!!I HATE LIFE being TRAPPED in these ******* horrible BODIES I HATE BODIES Why why do we have live in these horrible,vulnerable, sick,trapping weak ****ed up BODIES for.I HATE FLESH.

Why can't all the ******* assholes die, all the sociopaths authoritarian control freasks,child molestors DIE ? or the abusive people,psychopaths and bullies, why can't THEY all be eaten alive by cancer instead of innocent sweet cats like Rustle. Why?

I HATE this world I HATE this JAIL.It's sickening.
I can't stand it.

Now, rest assured that I am no trained Psychologist (I don't even play one on TV), but based on what little on Psychology I have studied, and the considered opinions of relatives of mine who ARE trained Psychologists, this critter is a textbook case of a Sociopath - in addition to whatever other issues and imbalances he/she/it may be dealing with.  The passage that stands out to me from what I've read put forth the discription:

..."they will watch a human being die with no more remorse than one would experience swatting a mosquito, yet will cry like a baby if you told them their pet cat had died."

Somebody needs to take this one seriously, before we see a news story or six about her/him/it that doesn't have a happy ending.  All she's lacking is a triggering event to release her to realize everything she's written here.  And given how heavily her cat's death is weighing on her, she may not even be lacking the triggering event anymore.

Anybody know a judge or a healthcare professional in UP's vicinity, who can get her some help before she hurts herself or others?

As long as she don't hurt others, who cares?  She would make the world a safer place.  Plus, she's full of shit.  It's all about attention.  Mommy didn't hold her enough, last pick at kickball, whatever.  Just pay her some attention and she'll be alright.

Yeah, but the problem is, as a Sociopath, she's much more inclined to hurt others.  Some of the rants/bouncies I've read from her before seem to reinforce this.  (Think back to the rant where she talks about poking her finger in the chest of somebody who badmouthed gays.)  She may well hurt herself - I seem to recall reading somewhere that she'd attempted suicide before - but when sociopaths self distruct, they tend to prefer taking others with 'em.

Precisely.  This seems to me to be a particularly disturbed person, even for "Skin's Island."  

[DixieBelle]

I think she has had help. In fact, I think she has spit in the face of everyone who has tried (like her own family). She is a sad case and does need help. It's not all attention whoring. There are some serious issues there.

[Rebel Yell]

I think she has had help. In fact, I think she has spit in the face of everyone who has tried (like her own family). She is a sad case and does need help. It's not all attention whoring. There are some serious issues there.

I don't doubt there's issues, but I also believe she blows them out of proportion.

[JohnnyReb]

I think I flunked Psychology 101 (called it Psychology 11 when I took it. I'm old, huh?). ....but anyway, even I can tell, that cat's crazy. The real "cat' is in a better place now.

[Lord Undies]

Even the Birdman of Alcatraz wept when his little birdy died.  I'm sorry UP had this experience.

I wish she would have been as sad and angry when her soul and humanity died.   

[DixieBelle]

I think she has had help. In fact, I think she has spit in the face of everyone who has tried (like her own family). She is a sad case and does need help. It's not all attention whoring. There are some serious issues there.

I don't doubt there's issues, but I also believe she blows them out of proportion.

Yes, her unhinged moments often ring hollow. Especially when she starts off on a rant and then fills her post with tons of links and propaganda. Her outrage also seems selective at times. She's the worst kind of mentally ill patient. Just coherent enough to not be deemed incapable of making decisions for her well being.