I am going to sound not much likeme.
If she suffered long term abuse as a child then her reations are (although not typical with the extreme she has gone to) are almost textbook. Have a gander at Borderline Personality Disorder before you laugh at her. I've done so much reading on the subject in the last few months I no longer look with scorne on behavior like this, but with sadness that the person was so damaged as a kid they can no longer be recognized.
It is a defense device to split the person she was, and who she hates, blaming herself for the abuse, with this new persona. She may well not even see herself as beautiful in this new persona, but one who is unable to be lovedand so went to the extreme to make sure she will not be, and not be excepted in society, because This Is How She Sees Her SELF.
It just makes me sad. I used to think Underground Panther was so ****ed up she should be put down. Now I am sad because at some point she was a healthy person and now there is so little hope fore her to ever be happy with herself, she might as well be put down. It saddens me because I know that someone else had so much to do to damage that little girl, to the point she does what she does.
I have to hope that people can get better, with help.
and bitchslaps for all you ****ers who make me feel like a sensitiveinflective wanker...

Now I am going to get on my bike, go drink some Buds, and beat up on small helpless kittens.