tom_paine
I drank the Kool-Aide, even though it was a lie, and it rewarded me with months of good-feeling that I still cherish. Thus I am not sure I would trade it in, ...
They've always lied to you, and you always drank the Kool-Aide. And in 2010, 2012, and forward from there you will continue to believe the lies and drink the Kool-Aide because, as you've admitted, it makes you "feel" good for a little while.
And when all the junk you complain about continues to happen, tom "Bushevic" paine primitive, you need to at least once in your life look in the mirror and admit you and those like you are the majority of the problem. But for you and those like you, it's easier to keep believing the lies and drinking the Kool-Aide, and so you shall.
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