Dumbass. Those are hallucinations. Bright people can 'think outside of the box', brainstorm, and problem solve. Oh and even have deep meaningful and spiritual experiences without the crutch of a hallucinogenic drug which like I said is giving you hallucinations(something dementia patients wish they didn't have) and not real ideas and experiences. A grown person still into such destructive behavior, a man nearing the upper limits of middle age even=truly pathetic.