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Locut0s (1,392 posts) Mon Jan 28, 2013, 04:19 AMDo you have a strong self hatred/destructive drive?I know I do. I try not to think about it too much but a good part of my depression and anxiety stem from self hatred. I know there are many positive aspects about myself and indeed most people who get to know me think I'm a wonderful person. But it's surprising how little the truth seems to have an impact one ones self when one is depressed.
Denninmi (5,305 posts) Mon Jan 28, 2013, 04:22 AM1. Yup.Same issues. I feel like I'm the scum of the earth a lot of days. Ironic, though, if someone else tells me so, I immediately go into fight mode - one big reason I haven't tolerated all of the "round up the mentally ill" threads very well. Now, if someone compliments me, I hate that, too.
Still Blue in PDX (1,081 posts) Mon Jan 28, 2013, 09:05 AM 4. Yes.I feel guilty and dishonest for tricking a small number of people into liking me.
I thought yesterday he was "Superman", "King of the World" and all that.
A shiny new bike will make him feel like a worthwhile person.
Denninmi (5,305 posts) Mon Jan 28, 2013, 04:22 AM1. Yup.Same issues. I feel like I'm the scum of the earth a lot of days.
Known to most of us as "Blind squirrel moments."