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Current Events => The DUmpster => Topic started by: GOBUCKS on October 01, 2013, 03:12:26 PM
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Well, am I prescient, or what?
I predicted that one by-product of Amber pausing in her Tucson updates would be other DOTY pretenders firing up their campaigns, including some drama-queen hystrionics from Dennis the Menace:
Tue Oct 1, 2013, 03:14 PM
Denninmi (6,308 posts)
I'm kind of depressed, ok, pretty down. My update.
Um, it's kind of weird, I was giddy with happiness when I was re-diagnosed with C-PTSD instead of Bipolar II, this was last spring and kind of over the summer.
I really do feel like PTSD is a "fit" with what is going on with me. And, one effect, it tends to really magnify feelings, intensify them, the bad ones. Which is why I took things so, so hard, and why I allowed my mind to go to such dark places along the way.
I shared this a few weeks ago on the MH Support forum, then deleted it away. Something I was more deeply ashamed of, and scared of, than anything else that happened last year, and which I really never admitted to anyone for the longest time.
I came very, very close, seconds, to killing myself last year in the pre-dawn, still, warm muggy silence of the Sunday morning of Labor Day weekend, sitting on the end of a fishing dock/pier that juts out in to a beautiful bay at a local park.
Because I thought my life, with a Dx of a serious mental illness, was just over, I was toast, no hope, no Deus ex Machina to save me, just a fast downhill spiral into a grim fate.
And I have been deeply ashamed of this fact for the past 13 months. And I think about it a lot. And at times, I have regretted that I didn't go through with it.
So, I just wanted to share this with you. My single biggest challenge right now is getting over a white hot self-hatred. It comes from a lot of things, the way I was abused as a kid, the way I was misdiagnosed and had the wrong drug, really wrong for my symptoms, so it didn't help when I really needed help, a lot of things.
But, I'm trying NOT to do that to myself, that was the biggest piece of advice from my Dr this morning, other than upping my prozac a bit.
As with all of us here that struggle, The BV family, LFR, so many of us, we deal, we live, we move forward, we laugh, we cry, and we survive.
http://www.democraticunderground.com/1018490562
Dennis needs some better advice than he's getting.
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I would suggest the Dennis primitive kill two birds with one stone: if one of the house plants he wants to get rid of is a dieffenbachia, make a salad out of it.
Injest, and enjoy.
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I dunno why Dennis the Menace is upset that he hates himself.
That's probably the most reasonable, well-grounded perception of things that he has.
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Does anybody doubt that liberalism is a mental disease?
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This is just one of the poles of bi-polar. The other pole is up his butt, I'm sure.
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Dennis the Menace to Society needs some advice.
What would Joe Biden say?
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"Buy a shotgun! Buy a shotgun!"
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Denninmi, quit whining. Quite frankly, there are tens, and maybe hundreds, of thousands of people in this country that have suffered from PTSD at some point. Yeah it magnifies things, but ultimately you have to control it. Drugs only help, the person affected has to fight the illness. Many, most, peole are never diagnosed. They work out the issues on their own. You are wallowing in it. You like being the person diagnosed with PTSD and depression. You think it will win you some monthly allotment so you can exist without work.
You disgust me. I've lived through things that give me good reason to have problems, and I do. The difference is that I won't quit. Have I needed help? Yes. Everyone knew they were just getting me back on my feet.
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You are wallowing in it. You like being the person diagnosed with PTSD and depression.
Nail hit squarely on the head - which is why Dennis will never get over his problems (whether they are actually P.T.S.D. or not).
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Dennis should just move to Tucson.
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Dennis, you like all the rest of the self-loathing idiots on Skin's Island, love to live in that self pitying world. It's the whole everybody hates me and the world is against me thing. In reality nobody really gives a shit about you, get over yourself. Your fellow DUmbasses don't care either. All they're going to do is put hugs, kisses, or whatever on their responses, but no real help. If in doubt of this, Ask Amber.
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Always complaining about something. Sounds like a typical libtard to me. :mental:
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:siren: CRYBABY ALERT! :siren:
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