BEG,
I've never met you and we're not friends, although I think we would be if our families lived near each other. All I know of you is what I see here and on fb, so take this with whatever grain of salt you wish.
Nobody has any idea when their time is up. I hope you have lots and lots of years left. All we can do is go as far and as fast as we can. You have an amazing family you're righly and tremendously proud of, lots of friends who obviously think the world of you, and tons more "imaginary friends" here on CC! N
No matter what you have ahead of you, I'm sure you can be confident of plenty of support from those real-life people you have in your life, as well as the internet ones--regardless of your fondness for Cool-Wip! I'm not great with these kind of inspirational-type posts, but I hope you get what I'm trying to say here.
Hoping and praying that your MRA shows nothing but boring, boring stuff.