Seriously, seriously, too stupid to live.
Huge WTF???????????
One has to understand where the skidmarked underwear primitive's coming from.
She's a growing-old farm wife in eastern Iowa, once afflicted with cancer.
From reading her comments the past several years, she strikes one as being a woman who had many expectations of life, but life turned out differently from those expectations.
Rather than accepting the way life is (as compared with the way the skidmarked underwear primitive wishes life had been), or taking some steps to change life steering in a direction more closely to what she expected of life, the skidmarked underwear primitive just gave up and sat back in her chair at the oilcloth-covered table in the kitchen of the farmhouse, and felt sorry for herself, sorry that life didn't come up to her expectations.
It's sad, but personally, I couldn't give a shit about her and her problems, after she commented a couple of years ago that thuggery in politics was a good thing, and she wished she saw more of it.