I'm not sure I doubt Chief S itting Bull's DU suicide note thingy talking himself down, but holy crap! That's fairly disturbing. If you don't know that it isn't rational to post something like that on an internet forum...well, I don't know what to day. There are no words.
I've never seen that before, but I feel just the tiniest, slightest bit of pity welling up in my stomach like a tiny knot. Wow.