Wow Thor! I just read your most recent blog. Again, and I say it so often, you never know what someone else is going through. You've been on one hell of a bumpy road. I really hope you aren't confined to a wheelchair some day. I enjoyed reading your blog though, even as raw as it is. It lets me see a side of you I could never see here. Stay strong. You sound like one tough dude.
Your picture really reminds me of this person I know. He's a really good guy. Just wanted to say that.
I also think it is so good to write all of these things down. Get it out in some way. It is theraputic.