Every time I come to the end of an Amber thread, I just sit in speechless silence. I don't know what to say. I'm reading it all, but cannot seem to figure out what to say. It really is like watching a train wreck.
She's obviously mentally ill and not truly responsible for herself. I don't know any woman who would take a bus for two days and sleep in a wash or station herself in a Salvation Army and think that any of that is comely or attractive to a man that has obviously moved on.
She's even more pathetic than that astronaut Lisa Nowak...at least that woman had a plan, batshit though it may have been. Amber has burned the bridge behind her: she has no money to get home, and has alienated the white trash relations who could have been her salvation. What does she have in the world? Her bags and whatever small amount of money she has left. She'll be permanently homeless very soon...these things spiral quickly: she has no job. She probably can't get a job because she has no address, and she has no address because she can't find a job. Her funds will run out in the next couple of days, and she'll be forced to panhandle, whore, or steal. All because she can't let some pathetic dude go. Wow.