I have lots of free time.
I was a fool in a fool's paradise when I strode away -- I have been reading this thread and LOLing.
I am 100% sure I know what IIW meant when I posted it. It was perfectly clear and easy to infer.
Now I have NFC (No Freaking Clue) what I meant.
I am now in yet another country and am suffering from insomnia when I really need sleep.
Bless you all and all of us one and all...